I wanted to begin this with telling how I completely failed in everything today and then decided only to say that it was a down day for us. But really, I was just lazy and that's the truth. I let myself get overwhelmed by everything which shuts me down. On top of it, I said that the girls could make the sugar cookies from the big chubs of dough in the fridge because they needed to be used, but I have a serious weakness for sugar cookies and it took over today. I will try again tomorrow now that the cookies are gone. I got a couple of loads of laundry done and looked over some real estate options, but that is IT. I didn't even read and pray with the girls tonight because they were tired and wanted to go to bed after dinner. The Provigil hasn't worked as well the last two days as it did yesterday. I hope that changes.
I failed today because I didn't put my focus on living godly today and because I didn't trust Him to help me. I wasn't even going to write here tonight, but I've got to make myself come back daily even it's only to write a sentence. And...Earnie just woke up.
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